Melancholy

my mood: melancholy
reading: perl tutorials
listening to: Banana phone
Playing: Urban Terror
Working on: World Geog Homework
Trying to learn: Latin and Japanese AND HTML AND ASL AND Perl AND GTKRadiant
Practicing: juggling

Status Report
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ComicCraze: In Progress
Omega Termini: In Progress
Aspects: In Progress
Task Force 39: New Project, In Progress

Last Post. Third paragraph: I havn't been shot/yelled at/whatever yet. In fact, no one has commented at all, which is kind of scary. Sixth paragraph: I'm going to keep saying this until someone talks to me, no never mind, until I know someone. More on that later.

So, melancholy. Bleh. At the moment, its sort of a feeling on the verge of depression. Just a sort of momentary bad feeling. Not anything specific, jsut sort of a mixture of feelings. I feel lonely, useless, unwanted, pointless, foolish, and just generally inept. Seriously, what am I doing wrong??



OK, I wrote that about a half hour ago, but I'm feeling better now. I'll finish up quick. In reference to that previous thing, yeah, what am I doing wrong? But I'm not that concerned about it anymore. I've decided to "be myself", no mater how cliched that is. In reference to the above, when I said "know" someone. I meant to really know who they are, not just their name. I want to know who, what, and why they are who they are. Anyway, I've gotta go. More tommorow, maybe.

~WeeboHyren